Wednesday, May 16, 2007

I GOT A ME ME again!!!!

I got a MeMe from sweetie "Pins&Needles"

The rules:
1. Each player starts with 8 random facts/habits about themselves.

2. People who are tagged write a blog post about their own 8 random things and post these rules.
3. At the end of your blog you need to tag 8 people and post their names.
4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment and tell them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

1. I was born in south Korea. When i was six, our family all together immigrate to U.S.A.Ontile when i was 12 years old, I grow up in Honolulu, Hawaii. Then move to CA.. fromnow! Many people told me..I am a lucky guy. Why? There whole life time,people they never been to Hawaii before!!! They dreaming about what to go some day!!

2. I LOVE SHOPPING!!! Such as book store, art & craft store, yarn other clothing shop..mall, if some thing I like I MUST BUY IT, otherwise I can not sleep!!! I had a $2000 card limit on my credit card...NOW i have a $200 left...JUST LIKE that!!(Of couse, i bought lots lots of yarn, books clothing and CDs) I HAVE TO STOP LOOKING AT online shop also..I will be broke soon! Somebody can stop me! PLEASE!!(Thats why Iam working 12 hour day..Thats good thing!! So i can shop More!!)

3. I love Hot guys!..Youguys know already maybe not.. Iam a gay guy(not out yet) when I walk on the road I see hot guy with good looking and hairy.. I what to kiss him really bad!Iam really shy guy here...I need a date! First of all, i have to out from my family, tell them Iam a gay...I still have a fear and scary how they gonna act after i tell them...Someday I have to them ~~~(Prey for me)

4. I dont have many friends. When, I was little, i have a big heartbreck still remeber in my heart. I had a lot of pain in my life start with elementary school ontill high school.
All the friend hit me, tease me and shunned i ever injoyed with my school year. I alwayalone. One story still in heart like a nail... when i was elementry school one of classmateHe was korean too..He tease whatever no reason and steal all my stuff even hit me really bad.... also same as hight school too I never associate anybody still now..Iam a same personas other people. I dont have disability too..whay One time i was thinking i want to die..My fmailt dont know this..Just only telling youguy.

5. I LOVE ART!!! Watching it... Doing it... Every things!!!( I have a artistic blood on me! becausemy grandfarher and dad both art artist painter and sculpture..)

6. Cooking is my thing. I really like to cook! I am planning to go cooking school next year..I injoy people eatting my food and make them happy! Also 365 day i always watch FOOD channel!

7. I can not DRANK liquor! Even drink one sip of wine..I can not stand myself! My face is red and throw up really bad!

8. I love doing hot tub "spa"! It is so zen like...So relaxing!

I tag Krystfor "Inpossible Princess"/ Dickie "Cashmere Blend"/ AJ "Down with the Knity Gritty"... Everyone else has already done this meme so I'm out of people. For the other 4 or 5 people, it's up in the air for whoever to do.

Today i got back from work, i reorganize my shelf into knitting shelf. It is much cleaner!!

Have a great Thursday~~


pins&needles said...

I was like that when I was a kid, but I didn't get beaten up. I just got teased.

You'll get the courage to come out one day. I know a lot of people who are in the same boat.

KnitXcorE said...

I think everybody got teased. kids are brutal. It makes us all more intresting grown-ups.right? maybe?

Elemmaciltur said...

When I was younger, I was a loner. I used to get teased a lot but not physical violence whatsoever. In high school some of the kids kind of harassed me and calling me "gay". I denied it at first (even though I knew full well that I was attracted to guys) until my last year at school when I decided to come out (with a good tactic. I told the blabbermouth and the next day, the whole school knows).

For some reasons, people stopped harassing me...I think it's because the thing's out in the open, so they don't really have a weak point to attack me on.

Anyway, take your time about coming out to your friends and family. Just don't go off dropping the bomb on your mum when you're having a fight, like I did. :-p These things take time and the situation is different with each person. But also keep in mind that you can't run away and hide forever. Well, you could, but you'll just make yourself only unhappy.

Susan said...

Charles, I'm so sorry, I read #4 and got tears in my eyes. The world is a cruel place sometimes and people can be so mean it just about makes me sick most days. Your time will come to shine. You are a wonderful person and from reading your blog and comments you leave on mine, you have a huge heart of gold. You just take your time and everything will fall in place for you and you'll be happy :)

Don't fret, chin up!!!
Big hugs your way!!!!